Jessica on Perfection

After a particularly challenging afternoon, Jessica, my 12 year old, tells her Mom something like this:

I’m glad that I’m not perfect, because if I was perfect, then life really would be easier and it wouldn’t be adventurous. I like having adventures. It’s more rewarding to do something right when you have a choice whether to do the right or wrong thing. It makes me proud to make a right choice.
I like being able to seek and find God myself, not just knowing Him automatically and being born close to Him. It’s more fun to seek God and find Him on your own.

Not much to say about that but “Wow.”

The Fourth Watch

This weekend we were in Toledo with Mom and Dad. They get up for the early adult Sunday School. Dave runs the class, and I always enjoy Dave’s classes, so we went along. The text was Matthew 14:22-34:

Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowd. After he had dismissed them, he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, but the boat was already a considerable distance from land, buffeted by the waves because the wind was against it.
During the fourth watch of the night Jesus went out to them, walking on the lake. When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified. “It’s a ghost,” they said, and cried out in fear.
But Jesus immediately said to them: “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid.”
“Lord, if it’s you,” Peter replied, “tell me to come to you on the water.”
“Come,” he said.
Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!”
Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”
And when they climbed into the boat, the wind died down. Then those who were in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”
When they had crossed over, they landed at Gennesaret. And when the men of that place recognized Jesus, they sent word to all the surrounding country. People brought all their sick to him and begged him to let the sick just touch the edge of his cloak, and all who touched him were healed.

This has long been one of my favorite stories, but Sunday brought to light new things in this familiar tale.
The key was in verse 22:

Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowd.

There’s something in there that I hadn’t thought of before. Jesus, being God, knew what was coming. He knew that He was sending them out on the lake, straight into a storm. Alone.
Meanwhile, He went to spend some quality time with Dad. Hours, he prayed on the mountain, while the disciples headed strait into a storm. Not until the fourth watch, which, acording to the online parallel Bible, was after 3 AM, did Jesus come to them.
We like to think of Jesus as one who rescues, saves us from harm, but here he send the disciples straight into danger. The question is why? Why would He send them into danger? Why would have them face it alone and what does it tell us about God?
It seems clear that Jesus sees opportunity in the storm. Opportunity to teach the disciples of His power. Opportunity to put things in perspective for them, to help them see the storms that seem to loom large from God’s perspective. That opportunity is great enough that not only will he refuse to shelter the disciples from it, he sends them right into it’s midst. And he’s content to wait and have them battle that storm for hours before strolling in to join them.
What this tells us about our God is at once shocking, scary and comforting.
The shocking and scary part is that God isn’t concerned with sheltering us from pain and hardship. In fact, it’s just the opposite. For the opportunity for growth presented by trials, he will lead us right into them, and let us fight with them for some time before coming to our aid.
The comforting part is that He knows exactly what He’s doing. He can see what lies on the other side of the storm, we cannot. He know that we will emerge stronger and closer to Him in the end. Once Jesus appeared, the disciples weren’t focused on the storm anymore. And once he got in the boat, they had a perspective on Him that no lesson on shore could ever deliver.
The comfort is that the fourth watch comes, and with it Jesus, in ways that we couldn’t see Him otherwise.

Good News Sharing

Last night at our midweek service, we simply had a session of good news sharing. This is a tried and true ICOC tradition that would degrade at times into “I did a good deed” sharing instead. However, while giving the congregation an opportunity to share what God’s doing can be risky in that you don’t have control over what is said, it can also be profoundly up lifting and faith building.
I’ve heard folks complain that they don’t like these sessions because they feel cheated. They don’t get anything out of it. My response to that is, are you listening? Here’s some things I heard last night:

  • This was Mat’s first service back with us. It’s been a month since I updated you and in that time he was moved out of the ICU to the James Cancer Center. I’m not sure when he was released, but I suspect it was within the last week. But he was there last night and he stood up with Jess as she shared for the two of them what an encouraging journey it has been. All the support of the church, seeing Mat sharing about Jesus with anything that moved in the hospital to how his doctor’s office took up an amazing collection to help them pay for their wedding. As Jess shared, they were responsible for him being alive, yet they were still giving to them. Through it all, they were drawn closer irresistibly to God.
  • Mark and Sandie (yes Jeff, that Mark and Sandie) stood up and shared that their newly adopted baby boy was officially and legally theirs now. If you knew them, you’d understand that it was an answered prayer that Sandie was standing, let alone standing and holding her own son up high.
  • Cheri stood and shared about her niece. This young woman, who’s she’s shared about and asked for prayers for in the past, has spent most of her 18 years in abusive relationships. Her mother was married to an abuser who isolated her from her family. He was recently convicted of that abuse and sentenced to 18 years as a result. Escaping that into foster care, she was placed with a foster parent who behaved the same way. She’s known nothing but abusive situations and when given the opportunity to escape a few years ago, chose to stay because it was all she knew.
    Last night, thanking the church for their prayers, Cheri shared through tears that “Tomorrow I’m finally picking her up and bringing her home.” That emphasis was her’s not mine. That’s how she said it, she will finally be home. She’s spend years loving her through praying for her, researching the psychology behind her situation and reaching out to her. It’s only for a few weeks, but the joy in Cherri was obvious that all of that effort in love was finally bearing fruit.
    This made me think of the parallels to our own lives. We spend years in an abusive world, trying to meet it’s demands and follow it’s ways. It beats us up no matter how we try, but we keep trying. God is there, calling us out, but we return because it is all we know to do. He hurts each time we do, but He does not give up. When we finally decide to turn from the world and to Him, I imagine that His tears of joy are as real as Cheri’s as he says “I’m finally picking them up and bringing them home.” No wonder the angels rejoice.
  • Erica stood and shared about her reaching out to a coworker and a work social function. The conversation turned to his social life and she mentioned that he should stop some reckless behavior. He said something about how he needed something in his life. Erica immediately though “God, I guess that’s my cue.” and shared with him about Jesus and our church.
    What an amazing heart. How many times do I miss my cue? Am in tune with God’s spirit the way she was, always on alert, waiting for my cue? God made the hand off, ans she ran with the ball. Too often, I fumble because I’m not ready or paying attention.

That’s what I heard last night. There was more. I didn’t share about the news from the Amazing Race statewide teen event that we hosted last weekend, the Big City Christain hip-hop concert last Saturday that moved teens into their Bibles and encouraged his heart as well or about our new summer campus interns that are already bearing fruit after only being here a week.
You could argue that our minister got a pass last night, not having to prepare a lesson. I would say no, he just stepped aside for a minute to make sure that God was getting center stage.

Away …

I’m in Tampa until late tomorrow night on business. Learning all about how to better use Pro|E, the CAD software I use at work. I’m hopefully going to come back with some real good stuff for the company to use. That way they’ll send me again next year. 🙂
Some travel observations:

  • Why does a $130 a night hotel need to charge $10 a night for internet access? OK, I know need isn’t the right term, but still. Many a $60 hotel serves up wireless for free, they charge double for the room and don’t include it?
  • Why can’t I take a regular sized deodorant on a plane? The helpful security folks confiscated my nearly new Right Guard gel at the security point. Maybe their plan is to make all the terrorists smell bad so they’ll be easier to spot. At least the $130 hotel gave me a free sample size of non-gel Speed Stick for free. I’d hate to be tagged as a terrorist on the return flight.
  • I got Burger King at the Tampa airport for lunch on Sunday. I didn’t even get to see the folks making my food. The burgers were slid down a rack to a slot in the wall along which you slid you tray, picking up your burger as you go by. Just in case mass produced paper wrapped burgers weren’t impersonal enough, now they are spit out like $20 bills from the ATM.
  • Going home tomorrow, I get to layover in Atlanta. For over 2 hours. The direct flight down was shorter than my layover. What was a 2:15 flight down becomes a 5 1/2 hour trip home. Argh.
  • I don’t think I’ve ever been to an airport that wasn’t under construction. Both Tampa and Port Columbus were. We’ll see about Atlanta tomorrow.
  • There was a mix up on my return flight, so I’m coming back a day before the conference ends. We looked at changing my flight – an extra $350. On a flight that was only $316 to begin with. Huh?
  • No, I didn’t fly Skybus, they don’t go to Tampa.

I hate flying. I tossed and turned Sunday morning as I heard thunderstorms roll into Columbus just before my flight. It cleared up before departure, thankfully. I haven’t had to use the little bags in the seat pocket in front of me yet, but I’ve felt like I was going to need one before. No matter how many times my mind tells my stomach that it’s normal for planes to shake and wiggle like that, it’s not buying it.
Wish me luck tomorrow. Maybe I’ll find some free wi-fi in Atlanta and post something while I wait.

How about lunch?


Wanna do lunch?
If you see your city, or one nearby, on the map at right, you could come visit me for $20 round trip. Seriously.
Of course, you’ll have to pay to check your bags or to have a beverage or snack (you can even pay $10 to board before the commoners!), but pack light and eat before you board and you’re good.
Skybus is a new Columbus based airline with at least 10 seats on every flight for $10 each way. Other tickets are $20-$30, still a good deal. Brand new planes and all non-stop flights too (as long as you’re either coming to or leaving Columbus).
It’s a good time to live in Columbus.

Goodbye Wixom

Today marks the final day of the factory in which my T’bird was born. Ford’s Wixom MI assembly plant will close today after more than 50 years of assembling some of Ford’s finest cars including Thunderbirds, Lincoln Continentals, Lincoln Mark IV’s and Lincoln Town Cars.
Some facts:

  • Groundbreaking in 1955.
  • 4.7 million square feet of space
  • 15 miles of conveyor
  • Peak employment was 1973 with over 5,400 workers
  • Peak output was in 1988 with over 280,000 Lincoln Town Cars and Continentals

The Thunderbird was built at Wixom from 1958 (the first Squarebird style, like mine, and the first 4 seat Thunderbird) until 1976.
92,798 Thunderbirds began life at Wixom for the 1960 model year. According to the data plate, my car rolled off the line on July 26th, 1960.

Re-runs

I’m a big fan of late night TV, David Letterman in particular.
Tonight Letterman was a re-run, something I suspected following the Indy 500. (Dave owns part of a Indy Car team.) So I flipped over to NBC to watch Leno.
Turns out that Leno’s a re-run too. Keep in mind, I only watch Leno when Dave’s a re-run.
I’d seen this Leno too.
What are the odds of that? 🙁

Changes

The eagle eyed among you may have noticed a slight change in the little paragraph about me in the upper left. The word ‘Deacon’ is now conspicuously absent.

Earlier this month, my wife and I stepped down from the leadership of our family group and I stepped down from my role as Deacon in the church. The primary reason was that we felt that we needed to make our family our primary, and nearly exclusive, ministry right now. Maria noticed it first, it was her maternal instincts that became more and more alarmed at how isolated the 5 of us were becoming. Maria and I had our activities, the girls theirs, and we were operating too much as individuals rather than a family unit. We talked about it and agreed, we had no business leading a ‘family group’ if we didn’t feel good about where our family was. Moreover, at 8, 10 and 12, our girls need our complete attention to get through the challenging years ahead. We need not be distracted by obligations to the church, no matter how honorable or even needed. Of course, if I feel can’t serve as a family group leader, a man made position, how could I stay on as Deacon?

A few weeks ago, I had lunch with Codepoke and he said something that stuck with me. It was his conviction that no man should serve as an elder until his kids were grown and on a good path. The demands of eldership and father hood were each too great. Either the church, or worse, his family or both would suffer as a result. While I was not an elder, I still had responsibilities to my church that drew me away form my family. While certainly not the root of the things brewing in our family, this division of responsibility wasn’t helping. I still had things I wanted to accomplish in both roles, but as we talked things through, Codepoke’s words echoed in my head and really made it clear what needed to be done. Thanks, Kevin.

So, now the real work begins. We’ve made some good decisions and changes already.

  • We’ve decided that Sundays, as much as possible, will be family time. Playing games, seeing a movie and just being together.
  • We’ll have more time in the Bible as a family. We’ve never been good at family devos, so we’re turning dinner time into a devo. Maria a couple of years ago had a ‘verse of the day’ that she used at breakfast before school. With Jessica going to the bus at 6:45 AM now, that doesn’t work as well so they haven’t been doing it this year. We’ve still got the printouts, so we’re dusting off all those printed verses and using them at dinner time. We go through each verse word by word, dissecting it and learning what it means.
  • As many nights as possible, we’ll gather on Mom and Dad’s bed for family prayer time. Everyone gets a turn. That way they get to see how we pray, at least a little. We try to incorporate a theme, or maybe pray to incorporate the verse of the day in our own lives.

It’s a start, but it feels good to make changes, to re-adjust your thinking to God. Metanoia, repentance. There is much more to do. I don’t see myself taking on a leadership position for some time. My girls, and wife, need me now.

Ezekiel – Chapter 25

Thanks to Pinakidion and my friend Bill for the reminder to get back to Ezekiel. 😀
Ezekiel 25:1-7 – It wasn’t just Israel and Judah that he was to prophesy against. It seemed a little surprising that God would hold another nation to account for mocking His temple. At first I was thinking it spoke of God’s passion for His own house, and I guess it does. But I’ve learned the Ammonites were not just neighbors across the Jordon, but close relative of Israel, being descendants of Lot. So they should have know of the Lord and had some respect for Him, and they did not. So Go is calling them to account.
I guess one lesson to be learned is to be careful in rejoicing when another tribe gets disciplined.
Ezekiel 25:8-17 – More rebukes for other nations. Three of them, Moab, Seir and Edom, like Ammon, are distant relatives of Israel. One, Philistia, has no relation other than proximity to Israel.
Over and over in this, the statement is made that because of their being disciplined, they will know that God is Lord. It’s interesting to think about. Now, thousand of years later, do the people of Israel and the descendants of those nations know that God is Lord? Perhaps this understanding was only meant for that generation. What about us, though? Do we read about this with separation and fail to get that God is Lord, He can an has stuck nations down for failing to honor Him.
Earlier in Ezekiel, God implied that this discipline of an entire nation was something that would not happen again. Perhaps I’m reading into the text there, however, I wonder if we haven’t missed the lesson of Bible history. That God is the Lord and He will call us to account for our actions toward Him.

Anyone home?

Well, actually, no. He’s at work. Work has ramped up a bunch here lately. That means OT and that posts will (continue to) be a little sporadic for a bit.
I know you folks won’t know what to do with all the time in your schedule that frees up. Don’t worry, you’ll think of something.

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