In the middle of a much longer and thoughtful post on trust, Jared at the Thinklings wrote this:
Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
This conviction of things not seen isn’t just about trusting God to use our mess for glory; it’s also about trusting He’s in control of that mess and that there really is a higher order in place to which the mess is subject.
That one made me, and still makes me, go hmmm ….
The first part – that faith is more than trusting God to use our mess – and the last part – that there is a higher order at work than we can see – I’m completely on board with. The idea that God is bigger than our mess and that He knows what’s happening and can see much farther and wider than we can is absolutely key to making it through the tough times with one’s faith intact.
It’s the middle part – that God is in control of my mess – that makes me scratch my head. Jared’s a Calvinist and believes, I think, that God is in direct control over everything. If I understand that right, that includes his writing his post, it’s exact wording and my writing my response (does that make God responsible from my typos?). Jared and I have been ’round and ’round on this a couple of times before and he’s even won me over a bit.
His quote here takes me back to that age old question, how much control over the world does God really execute? I will not disagree with Jared that God is ultimately in control. Where I have disagreed is that it seems to me that God has allowed us some freedom, some sovereignty, over our own lives and destinies. We wield that sovereignty to our own peril as we are not equipped to direct our own affairs in this world saturated in sin. Nonetheless, God has afforded us that opportunity. Given us enough rope to hang ourselves, if you will.
Yet every time I come back to this question, I find both answers lacking. A God that is directing and determining every action seems uncaring and distant. Yet so does a God who’s sitting back and watching, waiting for us to ‘get it’. Is there a middle ground, or perhaps some other off-to-the-side ground where God operates?
What do you have to say about this?

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