Trust

In the middle of a much longer and thoughtful post on trust, Jared at the Thinklings wrote this:

Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
This conviction of things not seen isn’t just about trusting God to use our mess for glory; it’s also about trusting He’s in control of that mess and that there really is a higher order in place to which the mess is subject.

That one made me, and still makes me, go hmmm ….
The first part – that faith is more than trusting God to use our mess – and the last part – that there is a higher order at work than we can see – I’m completely on board with. The idea that God is bigger than our mess and that He knows what’s happening and can see much farther and wider than we can is absolutely key to making it through the tough times with one’s faith intact.
It’s the middle part – that God is in control of my mess – that makes me scratch my head. Jared’s a Calvinist and believes, I think, that God is in direct control over everything. If I understand that right, that includes his writing his post, it’s exact wording and my writing my response (does that make God responsible from my typos?). Jared and I have been ’round and ’round on this a couple of times before and he’s even won me over a bit.
His quote here takes me back to that age old question, how much control over the world does God really execute? I will not disagree with Jared that God is ultimately in control. Where I have disagreed is that it seems to me that God has allowed us some freedom, some sovereignty, over our own lives and destinies. We wield that sovereignty to our own peril as we are not equipped to direct our own affairs in this world saturated in sin. Nonetheless, God has afforded us that opportunity. Given us enough rope to hang ourselves, if you will.
Yet every time I come back to this question, I find both answers lacking. A God that is directing and determining every action seems uncaring and distant. Yet so does a God who’s sitting back and watching, waiting for us to ‘get it’. Is there a middle ground, or perhaps some other off-to-the-side ground where God operates?
What do you have to say about this?

Good and Evil

For her 10th birthday this month, my middle daughter received this cool book from her Aunt Jenny. It’s called Good and Evil, and it’s a retelling of the Bible story in comic book form. Not a Bible in comic book form, this is a comic book telling the Bible story as written by Michael Pearl.

Before there was a beginning; before the first man was created; before the earth, the sun, the stars, even before light and time were created, there was God. He alone existed without beginning, but he was not lonely. He communed with himself in a perfect trinity of love. But God wanted to share his life. He wanted friends and neighbors. The Bible tells us in eternity past God created numerous kinds of angelic beings to offer praise around his throne but this is not their story.
This is the story of God working with mankind.(From the back cover.)

It’s true to the form of a comic book and has beautiful (if sometimes graphic) art drawn by a former Marvel Comics artist. Why Bible comic book? Well, the comic book format is popular around the world and especially in areas of the world with little knowledge of the Bible. As a comic book, rather than a religious text, it has access to markets that a Bible can’t get to.

We have created a product that will sell itself on an roadside stand in Thailand or India. It will find acceptance in countries otherwise closed to Christians. A box of them can be given to a Moslem or Hindu vendor, and he will put them on his stand for sale. They will go where no Bible is allowed, but will carry the same message. (From the Introduction.)

It’s not the Bible, it’s one man’s retelling of the Bible story. As such, there will be embellishments and disagreements on the content (I wish he hadn’t omitted the David and Goliath story and the disconnection of baptism and forgiveness is unfortunate in my view). I haven’t read the whole thing yet, but it comes across as a cool book that portrays God’s story in a unique and attractive way. I really appreciate the passion both for the comic cook genre and for getting the Bible story into hands that may not otherwise have the chance to read it.
What’s more, in the first 3 days Emily had already read 20 pages. That’s good enough for me.

Ezekiel – Chapter 24

Hard to think that this marks the halfway point through Ezekiel’s 48 chapters. It seems like I’ve been reading Ezekiel for a long time and should be almost done. 😛
Ezekiel 24:1 – OK, more dates. We started in Ezekiel 1:1 in “the thirteenth year”, in Ezekiel 20:1 it was “the seventh year” now it’s “the ninth year”.
Ezekiel 24:14 – “I will not go back; I will not spare; I will not relent” God pushed over the edge. Of course, not like we are, loosing our temper when we’ve had enough. This is God, patiently waiting for them to return (see Ezekiel 24:14), but time has run out.
Isn’t it the same today? He gives us our whole lives to come to him. Some folks have decades and the seek only their own pleasures. Once our lives aer over, there is no going back.
Ezekiel 24:15-18 – Can you imagine? Your wife, “the delight of your eyes”, is taken (not lost, taken) from you, and you can show nothing. No sadness, no mourning, no tears. Why? As a prophesy of what Israel will do at the death of their sons and daughters. That’s a hard spot to be in.
What sort of man was Ezekiel that the Lord could put him through this kind of pain and he was still not only faithful to God, but faithful to what God had for him to do (and I know that there is more pain to come)?
Ezekiel 24:27 – Was Ezekiel mute?

Ezekiel – Chapter 23

Ezekiel 23:1-21 – I can’t help but be surprised by the somewhat graphic language used here. Nothing X rated, more R or PG-13, but certainly language that I would have never heard ‘good respectable Christians’ use.
Some Christians get criticised for using graphic, shocking language to make their point. They’re called sensational and their words are criticised as sinful. Had one of these men written a story like this to illustrate a point, they’d have been taken to the woodshed, so to speak. Yet here is God, deliberately using graphic, shocking terms to make His point. I’m not saying folks should let their words run free, certainly the book of James has something to say about that. I am saying we shouldn’t toss out a man’s words because we think the language chosen is inappropriate. I think many evangelicals would have brushed Ezekiel aside as irrelevant because of the words (from God) he used.

Juxtaposition

On my Monday drive to work, I’m listening to NPR as usual and I hear the following.
First, is a short news story from the local station about how Michelle Incanno from Springboro OH is boycotting Starbucks Coffee. Why? Well, I guess Starbucks has been printing little sayings from customers on their cups and Michelle got one where a customer calls God a “figment of our imagination” and that didn’t sit right with her. (There’s no online story from the NPR affiliate, so here’s the story from the Dayton Daily News.)
From the local news to Morning Edition and this story about the Pope’s visit to Brazil and his conflict with a Brazilian Catholic movement called Liberation Theology.

Brazil’s Catholic clergy is actively, at times defiantly, pursuing the struggle for social justice on behalf of the poor: Catholic bishops stage hunger strikes to halt dam projects that they say put profits of big business above the needs of the people. They broker deals with banks to build housing for the homeless. And priests take to the airwaves to denounce the growing footprint of agro-business that has cut down the rainforest to make way for cattle and much-in-demand soy.

The contrast of this was striking to me.
In America, a woman ‘sacrifices’ a $3 cup of coffee in the name of God.
In Brazil, Catholic clergy face down governments for the sake of the poor, in the name of God.
Now, in some respects I applaud Michelle’s convictions and her taking a stand against a business that she sees as opposed to God. I also don’t buy Starbucks’ response that the views aren’t their own. Sure, a customer submitted it, but Starbucks chose to print it. It’s not some rogue employee speaking out of turn, it’s a corporate decision with deliberation and forethought. That conscious choice makes it their words too in my book.
I can also see questioning whether it’s the church’s role to oppose dams and save the rainforest. I’d say, you bet it is, if those actions trample on the voiceless and discarded. Comforting and serving them after the damage is done is less valuable then standing up for them to prevent it.
Regardless, the juxtaposition of the two stories together was interesting.

Ezekiel – Chapter 22

Ezekiel 2:2 – It’s one thing to pass on God’s words of judgement, even to recognize the sin that needs to be judged. It’s another thing to be the judge. I know with my kids, it’s easy to see their sin and to be angry or frustrated by it, but it’s quite another to actually deal with it. To punnish, to instruct.
Ezekiel 22:11-12 – Sounds like our nation, doesn’t it?

Ezekiel – Chapter 21

Ezekiel 21:10-13 – This passage is a little confusing to me. Is the sentence in parentheses in verse 10 directed toward Ezekiel? That doesn’t seem to make sense, but if not, then who? And what of verse 12, “Strike therefore upon your thigh.” Is He calling Ezekiel to cut himself?
Ezekiel 21:19-23 – If I understand this right, God is directing Ezekiel to help direct the King of Babylon to Jerusalem, to help him come to attack. Interesting here is that the King of Babylon will be using all sorts of magic to try to get answers (what does it mean to ‘look at the liver’ I wonder?) and God is playing into it, influencing those results for His purposes. The King is not consulting of God, yet Gos is still answering him through the divinations and other pagan practices. Of course, this is not God validating their use, rather He’s using the Kings sinful way to advance God’s righteous purpose in judgement.
I tend to think that God isn’t at work in the world, but here is God working, influencing the course of history through, not in spite of, one man’s ungodly actions. In what ways, I wonder, is He doing the same today? If I watched carefully, with eyes fro God’s working, what would I be able to see?

You shall be fuel for the fire. Your blood shall be in the midst of the land. You shall be no more remembered, for I the Lord have spoken.”

Ezekiel 21:32

There are several statements like this in this chapter, many actually through Ezekiel. Reading through it (especially if I have gaps in my reading like the last one), it’s easy to forget that this is a book of God’s anger about sin, his intense fury. What I mean is that each on is still shocking. The depth and intensity of his anger over their sin does not fail to surprise me. I want to think of God as happy, positive, merciful, but he is also holy, righteous and just. God is patient, but only to a point. Sometimes I am slow in repentance, returning to His ways over my own. How long will He wait? How far do I want to push Him? Better question – How shallow is my love and respect for His holiness that I would want to wait?

On anger

From David Burchett via The Requiest:

I related a story in my book, “Bring’em Back Alive”, about a little boy with a terrible temper. His father gave him a big bag of nails and instructed him to hammer a nail into the fence every time he lost his temper. After the first day over three dozen nails were hammered into the fence. But as the days went by the little boy began to control his temper more and more. One day the boy realized that he was no longer driving nails into the fence. When he proudly told his father he was given the new task of pulling out one nail for every day he continued to hold his temper. Finally all of the nails were removed. The father took his son out to the fence. “You have done a great job, son. But look at the holes in the fence. This fence will never be like it was before. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can stick a knife in a person and no matter how many times you say I’m sorry, the wound is still there. A verbal wound is just as bad as a physical one.”

Wow, that hurts. I’ve said too may a hurtful things in my day and left far too many holes in the fence.

Answered Prayers

A quick update on Mat.
First, I neglected to mention in my last post how things had deteriorated. During a procedure, one of his lungs was punctured and his chest filled with air. It took 3 chest tubes to relieve it. As a result of that trauma, he was put on a ventilator. So things were not very good at all.
The good news, however, was that today they took him off the ventilator and he’s making progress towards coming home.

A Good Sunday

This past Sunday, the Holy Spirit was at work. No, there was no fire from heaven or anything like that, it was just how the service came together on a theme of God teaching us through suffering. It wasn’t planned, at least not by us anyway.
You can listen to Bob S’s message here where he talks about how God teaches us through suffering. He wonders if it weren’t for the 3 children dropped into his life 4-5 years ago, if he would have made it. He felt in some way that he was saved by them, but it’s been hard. Going from 2 older girls to 5 children from toddlers through middle school was challenging, but has taught him much. He asked James R. the same question; did he wonder sometimes if God gave him MS to save his soul.
But the most powerful part of the service was earlier, when Jess stood and shared about her time with Mat. She referenced Psalm 71:14-16:

But as for me, I will always have hope;
I will praise you more and more.
My mouth will tell of your righteousness,
of your salvation all day long,
though I know not its measure.
I will come and proclaim your mighty acts, O Sovereign LORD;
I will proclaim your righteousness, yours alone.

She shared how, from his ICU bed, Mat was boosting her sagging faith. “Don’t be mad at Him.”, he told her. His health situation has not changed, but he’s telling the nurses about Jesus, and singing. Either Saturday night or Sunday morning, she left and he was singing “Hard Fighting Soldier.“. So, after she shared, and thanked the church for what we are and how we’ve supported them, we sang it too.

I’m a hard fighting soldier, on the battlefield
I’m a hard fighting soldier, on the battlefield
I’m a hard fighting soldier, on the battlefield
I keep on bringin souls to Jesus
By the service that I yield
I’ve got a helmet on my head, in my hand a sword and shield
I’ve got a helmet on my head, in my hand a sword and shield
I’ve got a helmet on my head, in my hand a sword and shield
I keep on bringin souls to Jesus
By the service that I give
You gotta walk right, talk right, sing right, pray right, on the battlefield
You gotta walk right, talk right, sing right, pray right, on the battlefield
You gotta walk right, talk right, sing right, pray right, on the battlefield
I keep on bringin souls to Jesus
By the service that I give
And when I die, let me die, in the service of the Lord
Oh when I die, let me die, in the service of the Lord
When I die, let me die, in the service of the Lord
I keep on bringin souls to Jesus
By the service that I give
‘Cause I’m a hard fighting soldier, on the battlefield
I’m a hard fighting soldier, on the battlefield
I’m a hard fighting soldier, on the battlefield
I keep on bringin souls to Jesus
By the service that I yield
I keep on bringin souls to Jesus
By the service that I yield

During the song, I’m up front, singing on the bass mic. From there, I can see what most people can’t. That’s Jess, in the front row, singing and weeping. Tears of sadness and grief, for sure, but I suspect, paradoxically, tears of joy as well. Joy of being in God’s kingdom. Joy of having found one that, even in suffering, is pointing her to God.
God is moving here. Keep praying for Mat and Jess, if your heart is so moved. I know mine is.

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